i was a fool to leave you out.

there is more than just you, of course.

two other people who deserve more than they get:

to my dearest and most amazing mel:

i think i told you this once before, but the world should know...
you deserve to be happy.

i worry about you. mostly i worry that you'll just burst under everything. you take on a lot more than you have to, and i respect you immensely for that.

my heart ticks
in beat with
these kids that i grew up with.
i still say it's all worth it.
living life like it's going out of style...

i'm here when all this shit is over. and sweetie, the second we drop our pencils in that exam, we are gonna leave that world in ruins and have some fun.


the geneva convention:

whoa. things change so fast in a year.
im so glad we finally got our lazy asses together and kick-started the lovefest.

youve been there through everything. you put up with my bitching. we laugh. we cry. we throw up in other peoples houses.

i feel like it was sort of meant to be the whole time.

the one thing that really means a lot to me: when i talk, you listen. nothing i say goes ignored. youre so damn patient with me.

every time i'm around you, things feel better. i can forget about what so-and-so said to whats-her-face about me. i can forget the battlefield at school. i can forget it all and just laugh about everything.

anything i left out is in homesick at spacecamp. listen to it.

to sarah:
you got your own fucking entry, my dear. scroll down to "<3 times two" and read. that is yours.

yes, you.


OLIVIAAAAAAAAAAA!

so i had this totally great banana split...

lmao. sweetie. i love you. jesus. get it through your head.

anyways, im hoping you know how i feel. really.

because i dont think i can say it in words.

truefuckinglove<3